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rachee08
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| Joined: | 26 Apr 2009 |
| Location: | Florida USA |
| Posts: | 36 |
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Posted: 25 Aug 2009 11:00 am |
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Hi,
I'm 19, I'm like 5'7" and I weigh about 120 lbs. I was ALWAYS thin and weighed about 110 lbs. all thru highschool and my first year of college, and then my bf & I broke up, I couldn't eat, lost weight down to 104!!! I didn't do anything but eat what I wanted because I had no appetite, so my metablolism slowed down w/o me knowing it and as I got over my problems and began eating normally again, I packed on the lbs. because my body was in survival mode and I didn't even realize it until one day my favorite 00 size jeans didn't fit, I am now in a sz. 3 and I feel so "fat..." :( I have caught myself binging and recently began purging I've been 2 or 3 days w/o eating and now I am following FL4I just to get to my desired 110 lbs, and sz. 1 jeans again, but I am still wrestling with binging when I'm bored and purging later, and the thought of just not eating, for a while I had a plan worked out to allow myself 4 bites of food, 4 times a day, 4 hours apart, and drink 4 bottles of water throughout the day. I like that plan and did lose some weight over a couple of weeks, but as soon as I cheat it comes back and now I am thinking about eating that way for good... I told my best friend, and she said "4 bites of food 4 times a day is not enough Rach..." I know... but I HATE feeling fat. please help... :( I don't know what to do about it...
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