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supersam
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| Joined: | 20 Sep 2010 |
| Location: | Woodward |
| Posts: | 4 |
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Posted: 20 Sep 2010 03:45 pm |
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I'm 20. I have never been skinny,but I have also never been extremely big. I was always in between the two. But now I am at my highest weight. I weigh 218 and I am 5"9. I actually thought I was fat in like 9th grade, but I look back and I looked great. I would really like to weigh 170. Does anyone here think that would be an ideal weight? I am really down on myself for my image now. When I shower I throw off my clothes without looking in the mirror, because I hate what I see. I also want to lose it for my boyfriend of 5 years, it has affected our sex life, because I want to keep my shirt on during intimate times, because I feel super ugly. He says I look fine, but I really wanna lose this stomach especially and my love handles. Plus we have had some troubled times and other girls were involved and they were more physically fit, and I want to be thin enough for him to throw me around. I really wanna look in the mirror and say wow. I am now a size fourteen in jeans! =[ . I have been working on a exercise routine and I've been doing really well on it, and I'm proud. It is mainly the eating part I am struggling with.
Advice is appreciated.
Thank you.
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